Apology??

Girl I'm really sorry for what I have ben doing to you. I know I have ben hurting you for the past week or so. I just hope that you forgive me for what I have done. Also, I want to start all over, literally. I want to stop arguing with you. I know we are still going to argue but hopefully it's not very constant because I'm sick and tired of fighting. aha. Anyways I hope we could hangout again someday because I miss the times we would hangout with only us two. aha. and also sorry if I have been a jerk for the past few days. I don't know what has gone wrong with me. Please help me out babe. I don't know what to do. I need you to guide me to the right direction because without you i'm terribly lost. This is practically an apology later to you, I hope you accept it babe. Anyways I just wish we could come back to the old times when we would talk on the fone hours and hours a day. I just hope there is no DISTRACTIONS while that is happening. aha.( I know what you're thinking right now) sorry. Well juss reply back by making a blog because I want to read what you're going to be saying. I'm just saying as what I always say I love you and I don't want to lose you. I have been patient as what you have noticed. Juss keep on trying to find a way to actually tell them about it because its been 22 months.babe. I reall don't want to let go of you because I need you. Well Iloveyou and miss you very much babe. Peace and Love. <3

TIA

Today is officially another TIA day.. The hangout with JArren, Rico, and Tim. aha. It feels like another reunion because we haven't really been hanging out that much aha. Playing pusoy dos, Counter Strike, and Yu-Gi-Oh. Well we were going to buy pizza but fraking Rico did not bring his money. So we're screwed. I'm starving. I really hate summer school. ugh!! I have to much homerwork, it's not even funny aha. Well, hioefully tomorrow we hang out another time. Hopefully.

reminisce

WOW!! i totally had a wierd feeling right now. I just had a quick run-through from my whole school year. I just remembered all of the good and the bad times this whole school year. Also, I just remembered all of the hangouts we did this whole year with my group. AHA. Especially with my girlfriend. We had so much fun this whole year.(THAT's what she said). Right now I'm at Jarren's house playing cards and Counter strike. Also, me and jarren duled today and he totally kille me, just like that.aha. Well he balanced my deck today and he totally murdered my deck by taking off all of my good cards. YOU DICK. aha. Tim is freaking struggling in Counter Strike. Right now I'm just listening to music and Grayson. Damn he has a nice voice "NO HOMO" Sadly I can't come over my girlfriends house because her cousin's are over her house right now. Practically athis is a random blog I'm doing. I just hope that nect year would be a fun year like last year. DAMN freshman year went by really quick.. SHIT!! I know that Highschool is going by really quick. I know that freshman year ended already but it seems like its just the beginning.

LOOK, PONDER, AND WONDER

Well anyways let me recap my whole week so far. Last Sunday I was hanging out with my couzins right until Saturday. Wat a long week. Then on Thursday I went to Edwards and watched Transformers 2..It was legit. Aha. Then on Saturday I went with my babe and watched Transformers 2 again. On IMAX.son. It's legit. Whooo!! Megan Foxx.Aha.Juss kidding babe. Well I forgot last tuesday I went to griffith Observatory park. It was nice. It was a good rememberance because when I was in 8th grade I went there. It was so fun going with Jasmine. But that was two years ago. Damn that went by quick. Well we went to the planetarium twice. It was fun studying Astronomy. Aha. Hopefully next time I go with my whole group. That'll be a long time from now. aha. Then going back to Saturday, at the mall with Jasmine. We wanted to watch UP but we ran out of time. BUt the good thing is we had a little date at Johnny Rockets. It was so fun. Aha. Thats practically the whole thing we did the whole day. Well all I got to say is read the title for my Blog page which is "LOOK, PONDER, AND WONDER" got that from Griffith. Which means don't go too fast, because if you go to fast everything in your life will go right past you without you noticing. Slow down and live life to the fullest. LAterz Peace and Love

Finally a Hangout!!

Whoo!! I;m so relieved that I'm fina;;y free. I've been trying to hangout for a long ass time now. aha. Well right now I'm at Jarren's house. aha. I'm with Tim, Jarren, Rico. Now that's what we call a TIA reunion. Well, Ima edit later

Living the same daily routine for weeks to come

Well it's the third day of summer skool and I already hated it. I already hated it even before I first stepped in class. I practically have no one in my class and and I can't even talk to anyone in that class. Yeah I know right, me not talking?? aha j/k. Anyways my first week has been boring. I haven't been hanging out because at first I have summer school from 7:30 to 9:55. Then I have to go straight home to get my basketball clothes. Then I have to come back to school to practice basketball. After I have to go back home and get the sheet musics to practice piano. After I have to come hom then do my homewrok. That's practically my schedule for the whole week and it sux. I can't even hang out with my girlfriend. I miss her very very much. Aha. Anyways did I mention that the Lakers won the Nba championships. I hate it my parents went to the paarade and I didn't. They're trying to tease me. Aha :( Well tomorrow I have a game at Workman High. I don't know who we're going to play but we have a gmae. I don't know if that made sense but yeah. Omg! I have a poster due tomorrow and I have a chapter test for Health.

Summer '09

I'm hoping for the best. Hoping that I get to hang out alot with the one special person I love. Still trying to balance my school life and personal life. But it won't hurt if you don't try right?? Before senior year ends I just hope that we get to hang out in the beach and watch the sunset because I always have these dreams we're doing that.

edit later!!

Let it Flow

Problems shouldn't be avoided.. If avoided, it will be worst, and trust me it will be worst. Like my problems, I avoided and kept it for a long time, for me it got worst and worst everyday and I still kept it. As son as I told her the truth it seems like a huge boulder came off my chest, and I felt fre again. SO babe don't let anything stop you from what you want to tell and succeed in. If you're getting bad grades don't let that put you down because it will just be worst. And if you don't tell your parents about it, I don't know how they will react to it. Same as us. I'm not going to put that into detail in this blog but you know what I mean, about the relationship. I understand why you're not going to tell them right now because you have a lot of problems on your back. But just take it one by one. Just letting you know I'll always be here for you if you ever need me or a houlder to cry on kay. I'm sorry I couldn't stay today after school to hang out with you. So when you read this I just want to let you know that I love you very much kay. If you want to reply, just make a blog on your page and I'll just read it kay. Love you. Like what I'm saying go with the flow, follow the stream and you'll get where ever you want to go kay.

Tuesday

What a wierd but nice day. Did that make sense. Well today was fun but a very empty day. I watched a movie in ms. Zelnick's class. Romeo and Juliet. I swear man!! they have the wierdest language ever. Oh Romeo, where art thou Romeo?? Wtf?? the movie was made in the 1900's and they had gang bangers. Wierd but cool. After that the whole day was over I went home. Damn quickest day I ever had in my life. I'm just waiting for the Lakers game. Go Lakers!! Well laterz. Peace and Love

What is Music??

For me music is the way to forget unwanted memories. It is a way to be soothe and think about all of the good things in the past. Music is my savior, without music I don't know where I would be at and hopefully it takes me somewhere when I grow up. The piano, violin, and guitar are the three most special instruments in my life. The piano is probably considered the best instrument out there because of it's sound. Aha. It makes me wonder off trying to forget all the problems in my life, just by playing it. I know I'm not the best pianist out there, but I have my own style, and everybody has there own style. Which makes everybody unique. The violin in other hand, is a very nice instrument for me to play because it gives me adrenaline, by swinging my arms and let the bow touch the strings. The guitar, I just started that instrument and I have been learning fast but not fast enough, hopefully in the near future I get better in these respective instruments. Well that's all I got to say. Peace and Love!!

Im so impatient

Omg!! why is it taking forever.. I'm so bored right now. Omg!! haha dis is funny

Ten things I know about you ( the reader)

1. Your reading my comment
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

Do not have your face down. Always keep your head up. And find the right path. And you will succeed. If its face down. You will never notice what you have is gone. HAve fun. Never put your head down and keep going straight to your goal even if you have to cross some obstacles. Don't let anything stop you from getting what you want.

I have been listening to this song lately. Well its a cover but it's really nice.

Well, well, well.

Whoohooo!! i feel so great again. I haven't felt this great in weeks or months. I have to admit, at first I was being a d**k when I first saw her a couple days ago. I took it up the ass. But I had to because I had to make a statement that she was doing something wrong. It's the only way she will notice it and actualll talk about it. But finally we talked and had a quiet but very nice talk. We actually went somewhere during the talk. We progressed and I felt really great about it. After the talk she gave me one of the best hugs I have ever received in my whole life. She won't let go and she was so cute. aha. But yeah I hope its like that everyday, we don't argue or ignore each other. I love her hugs and the way she has that cute lil' kid voice. aha

Well that was yesterday, today was a very fun day and again she and I had a very nice day because we just can't let go of each other.and I didn't really have any problems today. Hopefully today was the start of me progressing again as a good boyfriend and a good human being. My schedule was not packed today but I kept myself busy as the day went along.

1. In first period, all I did was eat donuts and listen to music, and talk.
2. During second period I really didn't do anything but study for my finals
3. During third period all we did was check notebook. I failed it 111/150. Doesn't that suck?
4. During fourth period we had a free day and did surveys. But I kept myself busy by writing my babe a letter, hopefully she liked it.aha
5. %th period is always boring, I don't really learn anything in French, except learn about my teacher's life because that's all she talks about. =[
6. In sixth period it was free day, all I did was listen to music and play "What would you Choose?" very fun application on the Itouch.aha
7. Seventh period, all we did was sit down and wait for basketball practice.
   
8. Went straight home to go to my piano practice, practice the songs I have been learning for my performance.
   

Well I think that's it. Love you very much babe. I'm glad we worked things out.haha. Well laterz. Peace and Love

If I ain't got you baby I would be lost and without you I wonder where I will be at?

Looking for a better tomorrow

Live life to the fullest never let anything go on your way and pursue what you feel is right and what you think is right. People thinks what is right cannot be changed but I think that what is right can be changed and will change, nothing is impossible, the only way it is impossible is if you don't try or if you don't put your head on the right track. Me making bad decisions is very common in my life, but I still don't let it affect my personal life. Jealousy is not the best way to be with a girl, all it can do is destroy your self-esteem and your confidence. I just don't care about this. This is why I'm going to end it

Laterz!
Peace and love!

Finally!!

I have made up my mind!
I just hope that my decision won't hurt anybody
but we'll c what happens tomorrow and
I'll try my best to be straightforward
but it's life
Never keep anything that hurts someone else
For the past month I have been hurt and I've been keeping it inside but
like what I said thats life
Hoping tomorrow goes well
if it doesnt
I'll just have to move on and find the positive side
Well g2g
Laterz
Peace and Love!!

I don't know anymore.

I really don't know anymore. What the hell is going on with my mind. I'm trying to clear it up but I can't seem to relax. There's something going on in my mind but I can't seem to find it and get that problem. I hope it gets better, but I'm making it worst. But you know what I don't give a crap anymore. I hope in the next week I find myself and fix everything because it's almost the end of the school year and summer vacation is coming. I just want my last few weeks of school to be the best ever but I don't know about that. Hey alot of things can happen in two weeks, I just hope its nothing bad, but who knows what will happen.