Stressed??

Stress? Moody? haha. Have you ever tried to be happy even though it is difficult to do that?Easy! Get rid of it! Why must you stress yourself when you know that everybody around you cares about you. You have a family that cares about you friends that stays with you through thick and thin and even the special one(bf/gf), in my case a girlfriend. Share everything you have with the world to show that you are one happy person. Express yourself you can still do funny things or crazy things(that is safe) in ur life or school.lol. As long as you ar happy with yourself nothing can go wrong. Make sure the people around you are happy because being sad is contagious.It is started with a BIG SMILE or GREETING. Is it hard to smile? Nah. I don't thinks so. that is the way to best express yourslef. The best way to make people even more comfprtable unless your a perve. lol jk. It will make u feel better, trust me. When school starts I know it is exhausting because practically you don't have a life when it starts. There's no hangout, no excercise except sports no time to eat with friends or even family. And mainly no time to have fun.I know most people think when they get home they do the 2 "R's" which is rest and relax. Well that's not the case its practically homework and sleep.At least try to create some fun at your house.If you are a busy person, what makes you happy? You don't know?Duh! MUSIC OF COURSE! Music will always make you feel better than ever. You can listen to music according to your favorite song. Your mood. BECAUSE music can help you recover from the bad things that happened on that day. You can listen to a sad song. Love song. Happy song. Rock. Pop. R&B. Jazz. And many other categories of music. Sometimes I don't know that I publish these type of blogs meaning this comes from the mottom of my heart. So appreciate every single moment that you have. Starting when u Wake Up until you fall asleep!! See how happy you are when you smile and do not whine.

YOU'RE SPECIAL TO ME

You're special to me-

You're someone I trust.

I treasure the topics

that we have discussed.

I'm thankful for times

You have summoned a smile.

I'm grateful our paths

Have converged for a while.

I'm pleased by each confidence

You have displayed.

I cherish those moments

You've sought to persuade.

I'm touched by the gestures

Of kindness you've shown.

I've noticed how fast

All our hours have flown.

I'm feeling the force

of a relationship that's true.

I'm fortunate knowing

A person like you.

Well today is my two year anniversary but it seemed like something was missing and I know what that is. We couldn't hang out today due to our busy schedules but we are trying to hang out and I know we both will make up for it someday. Hoping I could hug her for every single moment, it's really hard to let her go but then we have to leave each other for awhile because of our typiccal schedule. i'm really trying hard to hang out with her. Although that's the only problem we are still going strong. I just hope we could last forever. Even though we have been together for 2 years I still have those butterflies in my stomach everytime I see her. I just wish your always with me babe. I juist can't believe we made it to two years. We have outshown all the people that told us or me that we wouldn't last that long. Is there such thing as being with a person for a lifetime? i don't think that's a case for us becasue i will be with you forever. Is 2 years a long time? For me it's just our first day. I want to learn more about you. i know there's nothing gonna stop us from where we want to be in life. Happy anniversary babe. i will make up for our times lost. Just be patient. kay babe. I loveyou very much.

Suuuuummmmmeeerrrrr 09....so fine

Well hey hey hey blogspot.lol. I was suppose to do this blog yesterday but I was too lazy to make one so yeah.Yesterday was a pretty chill day for me. Started out playing basketball at Shadow Oak Park. Damn! they were very intense when they play basketball. There was alot of people playing too. It was me, Rico, Bryan, Mike, Gabe, Theo, Les, Ryan, Kim, and some other people that I can;t even remember. WE lost cause I missed a wide open lay-up. I'm not shocked I miss those all the time in practice.lol. Then after that Mike, Gabe, Theo, Les, Bryan, Lawrence and I hit up Wendy's to eat. Gotta fill up dem stomachs right? lol. It was so good but I felt like I'm fat when i eat Wendy's but hey Wendy's is the healthiest fat-food restaurant.lol. Then after that we all split. Only me and Theo were left so we had a little date. We went to his house to chill. When we got there we had some deep talks lol. and I played his piano and guitar. Then at 2:00 we left to go to Julius' house to give back his basketball and probably stayed until 3:00 to talk. Theo then dropped me off like at 3:15. Then when I got home Gabe, Mike, and Bryan called me up to see if I can go to Gabe's house. I said no but then we ended up going to Sam Ash to get my guitar new strings and then string it. That turned out to be a fail because I didn't have 2 days to do that cuz I can't even pick it up on that day. Wait! did that make sense? Even though that happened we ended up jamming in the guitar room.lol. Then at 5 they dropped me off. at around 9:00 I talked to Jasmine and talked for a couple of hours. I really love talking to her she brightens my day and makes my day complete. Thanx babe.Iloveyou babe. Well anyways that ends my very long but fun day. Laterz! peace and love

Weekly :)

Well its been a good week so far. On monday we got back from Steubie and I learned that day that I was getting my tooth pulled on Friday. Anyways more on that story in awhile. I have been spending time with my babe on the phone for the past week or so and it's been fun talking to her. I hope that happens more. On tuesday I didn't really do anything aha. On Wednesday I was suppose to go to the park with Jarren and them but I was too lazy to go haha. But at least I got to go to confession with my friends from Sreubie. Jarren, Katrina, Evette, Gabe, Theo, Tina, Michael, Lawrence, Boo-boo, Bryan, and Nolan. After that we went to Chick-filla's. That was great after listening to Evette and KAtrina's stories. hehe. Then we went to Theo and Gabe's house. That was pretty chill hehe. THen we went to mass and it was funny cuz we were just joking around throughout the whole mass.aha.Then the whole gang had jerk session after mass. Damn I didn't know Gabe knew how to jewk.haha. Then Thursday I didn't really do anything except talk to Jasmine on the phone haa. I love it. Friday I got my tooth pulled and it was horrible cuz I got like 10 injections of anesthesia on my gum. haha. But then I finally got to webcam with Jasmine and it went pretty well haha. She saw me suffering haha. Well Today was pretty chill I didn't really go anywhwere but I had fun talking to her on the phone. haha. Well anywasy laters. I can't wait 'til I go to the park with Jasmine to talk about our relationship haha. Well anyways laterz. Peace and Love

Steubenville West-09..."Above All"

Wait!! did I just copy Bernie's title? well.aha. This weekend is a weekend to remember for my whole life. I came in as a lost person, and I didn't even know who I'am. Now that I came home from the retreat I just realized that I have been neglecting alot of people in my life including God. Going there was really fun. I was with Gabe, Jarren, Bernie, Michael, Bobby "rubber toe", and other people. It was fun but Gabe and Michael always tried to scare us because if we slept, they woud do something horrible to us. But half way in the trip we all knocked out. hehe. We stopped alot of times in the trip. I probably spent 25 bucks going there, for buying food. We had 13 hour ride because we detoured a lot. It was a traffic jam because there was a fire burning. Good thing we prayed for them and it made me fell how lucky we were not to be in that situation. It was frigging hott. Good thing we sat on the back so we can ventilate. When we got there it was about 110 degrees. nah im just exaggerating. it felt like it tho. but we took the girls to there dorm then we went to our dorm. It was so nice. it was also cold, but who cares it was worth it.aha. Well that day was a very tiring day, including the evening session. Adoration was really the deepest time for me because that is when I'm really open to him. It made me cry a lot. Also, the guy talk was also deep. I finally understand how to treat myself and girls better because I thought guys were a superiority. I sleep at around 1:30 and wake up at 5:45. We go to breakfast at around 6:00. So yeah. What affected me the most was me learning to control my moods and anger, because I get mad for no reason. Well the entertainment was really nice but Ima put that at the end of my blog. Our last adoration was Saturday and that opened my eyes to let me give everything in my life to God because I know I will feel safe if I give him everything. Well we left at around 2:30 and then stopped by at the ostrich feeding thingy and it was really cool. But no offense those ostriches are stupid, they fall for anything. i made a lot of new friends in the retreat even people fro my own parish. Well hopefully in the near future I finally have a better vision of the future because I really want to know what God has in store for me. And lastly Jasmine right now is my life because we have changed alot for the past 2 years which I think will grow in the distant years. Well I think I'm done now so yeah. a great way to end this blog is, by putting my favorite verse in the bible, and a speaker named Michael said this and it touched my heart. Here it is:

Romans 8:38-39 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus, our Lord.

Here is a recap of my experience in Steubie:

1. "Soooooooooooommmmmeeerrrrrr 09"- Michael Barrera
2. "Ain't no party like a catholic partaaaayyyy....Ain't no party like a catholic party cuz a catholic party never stops..UUUUUUUGGHHHHHHHHHH!"- Father Stan
   
3. Great speakers in the retreat. Also, a person to remember Ashley.
4. "If you want to, if you want to"- Righteous B
5. Deep talks in the van with Jarren, Bernie, Michael, and bobby
6. Really nice food
7. Frigging hott in Arizona man!
8. Nolan as my roomate :) good times
9. Lesley, Jarren, and Boo-Boo (Booobs) trying to jerk
10. Jarren, me , and Boo-boo saying "heyyyyyyyyyyyy cuttttiiiieee"
11. singing while waiting for breakfast, lunch, and dinner
12. "Pocket deuces son, pocket deuces..Undefeated for 18 years in a row baby"-Randy
13. Bernie with Mr. Monkey, OMG! she's so hilarious
14. Ed and I acting gay all the time. :)
15. One word "Domination"
16. Theo, Michael, Bryan, and me always talking about deep stuff in the small group talks.
17. Always making Tina jealous, cuz I jacked Theo from her.
    
18. Always teasing Theresa and Tina.
19. Jarren and me torturing Bernie. aha.
20. Gabe with his socks.
    
21. My wiener is not a winner, it's a big winner" - IDK who said it I think it was Ed
22. Always holding Jasmine in adoration to connect to God.
23. Meeting Jerkers in Steubie
24. Thinking about the future.
25. Always wearing three clothes.
26. Getting close with alot of people. (Michael, Gabe, Theo, Theresa, Tina, Katrina, Brandon, Lesley, Bernie, Jarren, John, Bryan Manalo, Bryan Guardado, Nacho, Nolan, and last but not least GOD.
27. And of course hanging out with Jasmine. :)

Week!

Well its been a great week so far for me. I have been hanging out everyday for the past week or so. Also, I have been eating unhealthy because I eat McDonalds everyday adn I order 2 large fries everyday. Damn, that's alot, but who cares. Wel actually "she cares". hehe. Anyways swimming is so fun. I'm so dark, but don't worry Winter is almost there to get lighter. Anyways today was a great hangout with Rico and Bill. Yes, Bill. ahah. I havent really blogged in a long ass time, but Ima start again hehe. There's nothing really to say because it's not worth it to say. Oh yeah, I forgot, I finally finished my Health homework yay! thanks babe for encouraging me. Well g2g Peace and love

Past week

Well it's been a long ass time since I last posted. Anyways I've been trying to find tome to talk to her on the phone and hang out with her. Still trying! Well it's okay, at least we talk on the phone at night. We have been having a nice time talking to each other, no arguments. YAY! Hopefully, sometime next week I get to hang out with her, like the park. "PARK" good times! Anyways, I've been hanging out with TIA and more people after school, and it's been a blast. Practically POKER and PUSOY DOS everyday, except some days. lol. dang, I was suppose to go to Chris' house yesterday but I failed to go because I went home early. Sorry Chris', hopefully tomorrow or next week, for sure. Today was pretty fun, I was kicking ass in poker, but then they had to restart the game, so we had to go "all in" in the last game. I lost. DAMN IT! i had the game. I had the most chips. Well I've been playing the piano lately and I'm starting to get in to it again, because I have been tired of playing it because I play it too much. Who cares though right? I miss basketball so much. I can't believe I had to quit. One of the worst decisions I have made in my life. But don't worry about it. I'll be back for season. Well anyways I'm done. Laters! Peace and Love. Word of the day! "MAYBE"

P.S- Maybe I'll past Health if I actually start doing my work. hehe. Sorry babe, don't worry I'll try and do my best. I love you.